Aiyoooo so sian... Recently my internet was down lei... i cant server the net for abt 3-4 days liao... even today i cant sever lei... but then i m sooooooo damn bored... so i went to sch jus to server the net lo...so mean while i can upload my lovely little cutie blog.. soooooo long nv upload le wor... miss it man...

Recently got alot of problems lei... my bf is again Playin tt stupid game again... argh!!!.. i go his house... he treat mi as transparent de lo...he keepin play his stupid game... play play play.. i reall feel like smashin his lappy lo.. even he eat... he have to sit in front of his lappy... i can c that he is soooooo tired... but still.. he jus sit in front of his lappy n sleep... WTH!!! is he mad???

He sleeps at 3 am in the mornin n wake up 7Am the nxt day... he onli slp like abt 4 hrs per day jus to play his stupid game... Keep scarin himself tt his fren will over take him...

on Mon... we go out... he seems so rush... we go all the way to suntec... then i wanna shop... but he dun wan... i dunno know wat the fuck he was rushin abt...then we went straight to esplanade to eat... after that... we went to c the construction there... We can c the Big ferry wheel there and we were guessin wat is the other construction there was abt....

After abt 10-15 mins there... he was rushin home...he said he wanna chiong his game... n win his fren.. as they were overtakin him if he nv chiong...WTH.. so wat if is tt.. Game izzit realli so impt to him??? bloody lo...

i wanted to went up to the esplanade.. he dun wan... said... he will bring mi go other day...bloodly excuses... he jus wanna go home asap....He reach till the extreme that he didnt even wanna go to the toilet even he is realli urgent.... WTH.....haizzzzzzz....

Wat can i dooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!! we havebeen lack of communication since he is into gamin....nv call mi for half a yr... nv even bother to send mi home...nv even msg mi... when i talk to him... he seems to fed up lo...is this relationship gonna end soon?? i knew it long ago actually... it is like... i m holdin on to the realtionship tt has no future... being with a guy who dun realli love mi...

i also dunno y i m torturin myself lo...haiz...