haiz... now exam is around the corner i still haven realli study yet... today the whole day went to ben ben house... onli jus manage to finish 1 chap of PJM... haiz..dunno when m i finish studyin at this slow rate...!!!

Stupid ben ben start playin game again... wth... neglect mi again... his stupid fren la.. keep intro him new games...ARGH!!!! i go his house... like as if i m transparent lo... he nv even bother to look at mi.. talk to mi or wat... jus keep hi eyes stick to tt stupid computer screen...

Realli feel like smashin his lappy....haiz... i think the history is goin to repeat... as how he negelcted mi...ARGH!!! i dunno whether can i take it or not... or can i still tolerate him... how i hope is lappy is spoilt... or he dun even have 1...

Today i show him a lot of attitude.... cause tt is how i get his attention... i m damn uncomfortable today lo.. think i m have gastric pain...then he dun even concern abt mi... i tell him i m so uncomfortable.. then u know how he reached... he said stop it la... i m no fuckin dulan.. then u still like tt....arhhh....

wth.... i realli hate it.... ARGHHHHHH