FragIie

I dunno y.. recently i m v emotional... everytime feel like cryin...N i m also not feelin well...
With much of those reasons... i decied to stay at home...instead of goin to ben's house....

When i was most fragile.. i realli need him to b by my side... But he didnt...In real life n same as n game...i know i m not a good gf... i didnt know how to show my concern n care towards him.. Izzit because of tt... he treated mi tt way? i dun know....

Mornin.. i told him i m not feelin well... he said... ic... TTs ALL!!!.. wth... pls.. can he said some words to show mi tt he is concern abt mi!!!!WHen i asked him... tts all u wanna said?No words of concern??.....do u know wat he said??i m concern n care abt u... but i realli dunno wat to say...Haiz....

Now then i realise tt... i m too easily to believe in a person...N tt is not a gd thing....Cause this is where betrayal starts...When u believe in a wrong person... they will treat u as a stupid fool.. to fool u round n round...i experience it... n the feels sucks... what a person said... cannot b trusted fully...hmm in other words... it is better to believe in yrself then others...

N with all things tt happened... i also realised 1 thingy...i dun rely on him... cause he dun even side mi when things happened.... he jus knew to side others... wat happened to mi.. to him.. is always a small matters...In his eyes... i m jus a childish gal who is always so blur n navie....Some times i admit tt i m navie, blur n childish.. But pls... tt does mean tt i m always tt... i have times tt i m serious...N i have times tt i know wat i m doin...Pls trust mi ben...i knew u will nv c this...Cause u will not bother to view my blog...but i realli hope tt u have some confidence in mi n b supportive to me??... and.....haiz.... nth...

Ok... write till here ba.. byeeeeeeeeee.. i wonderin.. when can i find a person who will defintely b there for mi n supportin mi when i need him??DUNNO...lol